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Memories

gonna blog about some memories between me and joyce. okay. 
the first year. we weren't that close. coz both of us wanted to be jelly's best friend. but we success! we talk crap, talk about boys and more stuff! we even talk about animals. joyce loves animals! and i'm thinking wht to buy for her. chocolates? hmmmm. ideas please :)


#sadmemories
we did quarrel , who doesn't. LOL ;) 
between me, agnes and jelly. even though they still haven't say sorry to me. but i forgive them. god want me to forgive them ;) im still abit mad at it. i married to bunny not because i want to be popular! dont tell me you're jealous. i know my english sucks so what. i know i'm not good at everything but i still can learn. \
*ps please dont insult me. 




 #happymemories 
we play, sing, dance, laugh together. and i do really appreciate that. remember we go jogging? you told me not to give up. WOW really tiring. HAHA but we did it! thankyou joyce! <3 love.

toodles (:

CHOCOLATES!

im really high now! ate bunch of chocolates just now. show you some pictures. ;p

kitat! <3

Dairy milk chocolate

Milky Bar

Toblerone! :)

Ferrero Rocher

                             tell you guys something. i'm a child of  god. and i will always

                                          be a child of god. forever.

YO bye ;)

you are the child of god too. 

ahlien

okay im an ahlien. wait im not. but there keep saying im am. HEH, i don't like it. what's wrong with you guys. DON'T KNOW WHAT'S AHLIEN MEAN DEN DON'T USE THAT WORD LAH! you think you very cool meh? -.-. NOOOOOOOOOO *pissed*  


so later got piano lesson and that's not cool. NOT COOL AT ALL. i don't like piano. which i mentioned about 100 times already. LOL you guys won't believe it. i fall in love with justin bieber! bieber fever. bieber fever. bieber fever. i seriously have fever.  eheheheh. hope that because of high fever,i not need to go piano! BUT THAT' IMPOSSIBLE  -.-. haih. 

#sadlife.

bye.

a movie, video

watching drama now. singapore drama. and i love it! that totally make me forget about studies. i got scolded about 100 times but i still don't care. ;p OMG I'M SO NAUGHTY. 


hehe, going to study later! XD im really lazy. ehehehe ;p okay! go mic go! i always told myself. focus. focus! 
today essay was okay. it's about crocodile! and i wrote more than 300! DOOM. i will get an A for english. wrong. i don't think i will get A. but at least i tried! TRY YOU BEST AND THINGS WILL GO RIGHT! :D
ehehe ;p


so today gonna study BM. and tomorrow ICT.  ps* im not that hardworking. just kek-ing. 
SO YO! ian is really perasan. so s nick. but they're really nice! ;)

they have really nice voice! enjoy :)

no more ideas.

i dont know what to blog. in my mind was all study study study! ARH

say hey yo!

2finally! there's a subject that can get B! SCIENCE. errr quite okay lah (; better then last times. SO SAY HEY YO! watching Tom and Jerry now. quite relaxing. XD 
oh! my english essay wrote like about 330 plus words! DOOM! teacher sure gonna minus my mark! asdfghjkl.

end with some cool photos. ;p ehehehe

how wish that's me and my child. *in the future

LOL.

it's now friday morning. and people re still sleeping. but only me. studying. there's some problems with the blogger times, and i don't know how to fix it. :\ LOL. 

ps*friday. 5.45 am. NOW.

i want that keyboard! 

EXAM again.

STRESS. gonna try harder! later have tuition till 10:30pm! :(

heh

hey peeps. ON NO. im not supose to play laptop now. BUT! just a while k? just wanna blog that to show you im still alive. OKAY. today. the four of us. we pray. everyone pray. we pray together. and i love that! <3. so lord. please help us! we will try our very best! we trust you :)


so k peeps. i gtg tho :( study! GO GO GO! jiayou! ;p bye! MIC.

Hair

my mum want me to cut till like jelly's hair. =.='' SHORT HAIR DON'T SUIT ME.  duh, of course i refuse. BUT! she say after Christmas then cut. OH NO. i have to appreciate and take more photos of my long hair! :(


okay to was fine. i just found out how lame i am. and my grammar sucks. so if ada grammar error. please help me correct it! :) thanks! love.

my long hair! <3

EXAMS.

OMG WHY I AM STILL HERE.  no mood to study. HAIH. bye. got to study. 

SEE HOW CRUEL PEOPLE ARE!

okay. i dont read newpapers. that's the fact. BUT! joyce post one "i want food" AND. she said that there's an article that a van knock down a little girl. bout two years old and just drive away! OMG HOW CRUEL IS THAT! god please punish them! OM MY GOODNESS. and about 18 peoples walked pass. why they dont bring the little girl to the hospital? people nowdays. CRUEL! really cruel. 

RIP little girl. 

*still hate those mean peoples. 

Oh damn

yesterday my internet go crazy! i can't go online for the whole day! asdfghjkl. thumb down for it. so yesterday was alright. i dislike piano lesson! arh, not cool. i love to play piano but hate piano lesson. got hit for wronging one note. how ridiculous is that -_________-". so MUM! i made you proud huh. im the second one to say happy birthday to you! ;p hehe.


so nothing cool today. gonna post some pictures later! 
*ps, today is sunday not saturday! something wrong with the time and date. -.-. 

toodles :) 

listen to god

today in ICF we watched movie and i asked alot of question because i dont really get it. so yeah. in the movie i saw a girl no women, that became a stone because god command that dont look back! but she looked back. sad. so guys, listen to god. if one day, god talk to you, believe it! he's really talking to you! ;D


tomorrow is my mum's birthday! so i hope she'll have a great day tomorrow! YO mom, happy birthdayyyy! ♥

school life.

so YO. today was okay. i keep saying YO to teachers and idk why. OMG im weird. so today lunch time, amanda suddenly came towards me and i tho she was joyce. she bring me to. hmmm someone. HAHA they're soo cute ;3


okay. today, friends was okay. going really awesome today. YAY. thanks lord. and i remember we talk about piano. OH DAMN. 

with god

okay, YO. maybe im wrong. blog is not our diary.  erm. idk what's blog for but i'm addicted to it. LOL. i forgive you. but why are you pissed with me? yeah what ian said. someone could still forgive while being stoned to death. if he can do it. why cant i? so yeah. with god, everything fine :) i trust you god. 

oh lord, thankyou for another day that you gave us. we really appreciate 

every day, every second. lord you give us the strength. you control

our hands, so we won't do bad things. you control our legs,

so we wont walk the wrong way. you control our tongue, so 

we wont talk crap. you control everything lord. something bad had happened 

to me, agnes and jelly. but i trust that everything going to be fine with you.

please bless my friends and family. bless joyce, god. now and always.

i love you. in the most precious of our lord Jesus Christ i pray. AMEN.  

Take action to make things right before god.

what's wrong?

LOL. i change my template. because im bored. and now this template look like shit :( nah LOL. oh, im feeling really down now. i recall what happen last time. i remember that agnes said, your english must be really good to have an awesome blog. SO WHAT? MY ENGLISH SUCK. i know. it doesn't matter. idk what's blog for but for me. BLOG IS LIKE YOUR DIARY. so what? english suck. doesn't matter! im sorry. im just wanna express my feelings now.


i hate people talk bad things about me at my back. YOU THINK THAT'S COOL HUH? yes. NO, not cool. 
maybe god plan this? everything going fine today. but just want a sorry from them. Lord, what will happen to me if they saw this? angry? pissed? hate me? i don't care. i just want to let you guys know i'm pissed. that's all.


IN A BAD MOOD. bye.

asdfghjkl

i cried. yes i did. but they just pretend im not crying  :(

everything goes wrong.

everything will be alright. i trust you, god. god, bless jelly. i don't know what happen to her but i got a feeling that  something might happen and break our friendship. and i know this won't happen. GOD, will it happen? :(

him

Ian, he's really kind. i kinda like him. as a friend. he's really holy. i really like him. he's like. i can tell him all my problems too. 


Anson,he's awesome. i like him too. i love his wink ;). YOU'RE COOL. stay true to myself. i'll try. ;)

asdfghjkl. NOT COOL. im bored. and im hungry. just at 3 packets of kitkat but im still hungy. LOL. friendship. ARH. the problem are still in my head. asdfghjkl.

Shi Qi and Joel

so Joel, happy now? my close friend. ;p

Joel

He's my close friend. i mean more like close friend. like brothers!

i usually tell him all my secret. i trust him that he won't say it out. i guess.

he's really really close to shi qi too :)

he always get bully by. ME. ;p

im so mean. teehee.

Shi Qi

you are really awesome and we admire you. HEHE. 

you can sing really well and you are really smart. 

i don't really know you well but you are really kind. :)

YOU'RE COOL.

MIC <3

close friends.

Today topic, close friends. what is friends for? for company you? so you won't felt lonely. for fooling around like small little kids? for scolding each other? NO.  friends is for when you're are down there will be right next to you.
when you're in trouble, they will calm you down and try their best you help you. THAT'S CALL FRIENDS
.

Joyce

She's my close friend. MY BEST FRIEND. today i notice that she's always there for me.

BUT WHY I CAN'T NOTICE IT EARLIER?

She's leaving on November 30 i guess. NO JOYCE.

if you leave, i have no more close friend. agnes with jelly. ME LEH? 

you though me alot. because of you. i know god more. like seriously.

because of you, i know what is friendship.

because of you, i know what's love. 

because of you, so that im not left out.

IF YOU ARE NOT AROUND. WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME?

NO YOU. I HAVE NO 'BEST' FRIENDS.

NO YOU. I think i will not smile like how i usually smile everyday. 

JOYCE, i love you as a friends. i really do. <3

Jelly

She's cute. we use to be really really close! but now. she's with agnes.

Agnes

Me and agnes not that close. i guess. we hardly talk. 

I DONT KNOW WHY.

maybe because of some reason?  OH NO.

i dont wanna end our friendship.

Patrick

I know how you feel know. i sorry?/ why so emo? 

thankyou for the yummy chocolates! <3 

LOVE IT. YOU ARE CUTE ;3

Nicholas

Okay you. you like to use the word weird i guess.

you dont talk to me so much. even when i text you. NO EMOTIONAL.

SO YO. heh, you quite handsome lah

IM SERIOUS.

i don't know whether you hate me or not. i just treat you as my

CLOSE FRIEND. :)

and im not AHLIEN. -.-

Ian

HEHE, he's my awesome leader! he's the best among four of them. 

so yeah. your chemistry not bad oh!

joyce want go aus, are you sad? 

YES YOU ARE.

SO AM I. 

Sam

OH YEAH! you're not really emo now. :)

im proud of it. teehee. talk to us more! :D

Sheng Sheng

YOU ARE REALLY CUTE ;3

and MUSCULAR huh. ;)

dont attract the girls so much. later become playboy. tsk tsk

YO

YO pearle, saw you blog. and hehehehe. I AGREE. those guys are like our's brothers huh. especially our awesome leader! ;D


YO nick, LOL. you don't like US to disturb you. so, treat us as normal friends lah, handsome guy.  ;)


YO ian. hehehe. remember to give joyce a hug! my BEST leader. ;D


YO sam. finally back to blogger? DONT BE SO EMO KAY :)


YO sheng sheng. HAHAHA. you so scared of us. WHY? :O. aww you're just so adorable. teehee.


YO patrick. how's going with alan? XD


YO peeps. LOL. i gtg. so yeah. today iam gonna know what's the punishment for liking a post. DOOM. bye! <3

horrible

Lord, today was terrible. really terrible. OMG. im sorry Ms Sim. i didn't know i liked Noel's statues on facebook. im really sorry. you ca punish me, BUT DONT TELL ME PARENTS! i don't want them to be worry. :(. Lord, you plan this. and im not mad at you. because that's the devil. and i won't let the devil control me. YOU CONTROL ME.


everything will be just fine tomorrow. ;). smile like nothing happen. ;D. and lord you will help me. OH NO tomorrow BM presentation. DOOM asdfghjkl (Y) i trust you god. <3

MIC <3

miss me?

heheheh, miss me kah? heres some photos!

post more next time! got to study now. OH NO. ;O

Worship God

Hosanna

[Verse 1]
I see the King of glory
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes, the whole earth shakes
I see His love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing, the people sing

[Chorus]
Hosanna, hosanna
Hosanna in the highest (x2)

[Verse 2]
I see a generation
Rising up to take the place
With selfless faith, with selfless faith
I see a near revival
Stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees, we're on our knees

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity

know how i feel? 

how cool is that? ;)

awwwww.

<3

what will happen if.

WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF i die.
WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF im not michelle.
WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF i have no friends. 
WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF im lesbian.
WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF no one likes me.
WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF patrick is not patrick. 
WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF there's no god. (but there's always god)
WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF i a boy. 

i love to show awesom pictures with you guy! ISN'T AWESOME? love her dress! <3

ABOUT ME

YO, patttrrricccckkkk! ;). aww why yyou so cute? ;3. okay. let's start our topic. wanna know more about me? ;D. IF NO, SHOOSH. ;D


1. i love kitkat! 
2. my favorite chinese song is 'WO DE KUAI LE'
3. my favorite english song is 'God of this city'
4. I HATE PEOPLE WHO INSULT ME.
5. i love handsome, funny, cute boys! 
6.  im fat.
7. IM VERY PERASAN.
8. if you love me. i will love you back.
9. i love using the word teehee!
10. wanna know more? check my blog everyday!

she's beautiful. OMG.

friends

hello peeps, so. today im gonna talk about FRIENDS. what are friends for? company you? NO. it's when you are down, there are right here for you. but sadly. jelly now is closer to agnes not me. and now joyce also close to jelly. 
LORD. why am i the left out one?!maybe im too mature? BUT IF I BE CHILDISH. i cant be leader. im not left out. i still have you. but, i don't like the LONELY feel. HOW SAD. haih. lord, what shall i do? ;(  maybe i shall just left out and be alone. you planned this. so i think they dont need me. :). SMILE. i tried to smile.

 bye friends. </3

wonderful

wanna hear a funny story? not funny lah but stupid. ad it's real. okay. let's start. just now. all my friend went back. LEFT ME. how great is that huh? so i was praying and singing. hope my mum come NOW.


 so yeah. my mum did. so as nick. a friend of mine. he was walking at the back. so when i get in my car, i saw his hand wanna open my car door. I FREAK OUT. i tho he wanted to rape me or something. OH HOW STUPID IS THAT. but no. hes car was right beside my car. i was like laughing like hell how STUPID i am. OMG. now i realize im really perasan. X

\HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR

FRIEND.JOEL

CHEN. 

brother

YO BROTHER. hehehe, finally got her liao ho. YERRRR. DAMN HAPPY. congrats! <3 . love you bro. i dont care, you are not my real brother but you treat me as you lovely sister. AWWWWW I LOVE YOU. ;D

birthday

one year one time. tomorrow is joel's birthday! AND GREAT. I guess my mum don't allow me to go to his birthday party again. how cool is that? -_________-. DAMN COOL RIGHT? -.-. HAIH. joel, i try to beg my mum again k? OH NO SO SORRY. I WANT TO CRY LIAO. I WANT TO GO TO YOUR PARTYYYYYY!  god please help me, in jesus name i pray. AMEN. 

but that guys still loves her. <3

she's really PRETTY!

habit :\

i am really vain. and that's isn't good. i guess. today was an awesome day. and i love today. teehee ;D. LOL. okay. someone insult shiqi at my previous blog. so that's the reason i created new blog again. LOOK HOW LAME THOSE PEOPLE ARE. INSULTING PEOPLE. LOL. RUDE.  show you something awesome. look down. 

agree. ;)

love

went joyce's house agai. DAMN FAKING TIRED. ;O. yawn. so leet's talk about LOVE. LOVE IS NOT A SHIT. someone said that and i felt very BEHSONG. i don't really know much but. sam. dont be so emo. we wanted to talk to you. to help you. but you dont want our help. it's your choice tho.

BEAUTIFUL

<3

so how sweet is that? 

my boyfriend. ;D

i love the way you stare at me. <3

awesome

SO. hello ;). okay. i saw ian today! ;). at pizza hut. teehee! ;p. aww sad. he's thinking about joyce. awww my leader. cheer up! i love your blog! ;) so today i went joyce's house to do our DT project. FREAKIG HARD YOU KNOW. and here's some pic! we do until eat pizza. but too bad! i went back already. OH NOOOOOO. MY PIZZA! ;(. nah it's okay. i sill have chicken at home. YUM YUM YUM.

going pizza hut! <3

sweet right? ian ;D

jelly ah. play girl. tsk tsk. 

got some problems on posting pictures. so i may post it out later. ;). OH NO. tomorrow got school again. OH LORD. i scare im the left out one again. you will help me right? <3 yes i know you will. love you lord. 

MIC <3

My lovely leader ♥

IANNNN! saw your blog. and awww. love you leader. THE BEST LEADER- IAN TAN <3. they choosen you is because you are really caring and although we lose alot of games. like almost all. but you still trying to cheer us up! and i really love you, leader! WE LOVE YOU. YOU ARE ALWAYS THE BEST! 

KORKOR. Ian, why are you so kind?

God bless you.<3

Lord. Ian is an awesome leader. so please let him stay awesome ;). thankyou god. you gave us a really caring leader. GOD I LOVE YOU ♥

praise god

i went church just now. to praise, respect god. and you know what. MY SISTER SAT BESIDE ME AND SHE WAS PLAYING WITH HER PHONE. since she's playing with her. i got pissed so i took it away. that's really rude you know. but at last. i use her phone to CAMWHORE. 

GOD PLEASE FORGIVE US.

and do you guys know? JUSTIN BIEBER STARTED TO BELIEVE I GOD. thats what ian say ;).  I PROUD OF YOU BIEBER! 

teehee! ;)

MIC ♥

above all

Above All <3

Above all powers above all kings

Above all nature and all created things

Above all wisdom and all the ways of man

You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms above all thronesAbove all wonders the world has ever known

Above all wealth and treasures of the earth

There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified laid behind the stone

You lived to die rejected and alone

Like a Rose trampled on the ground

You took the fall and thought of me

Above all

Above all powers above all kingsAbove all nature and all created things

Above all wisdom and all the ways of man

You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms above all thrones

Above all wonders the world has ever known

Above all wealth and treasures of the earth

There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified laid behind the stoneYou lived to die rejected and alone

Like a Rose trampled on the ground

You took the fall and thought of me

Disappointed

SAD. my mummy don't allow me to go spring. JOSHUA! im so sorry. it's is'nn't my fault. MY MUM-___________-. oh sorry. i promise you i will go but i didnt. im so so SORRYY JOSHUA! and happy birthday! :). on monday i will pay you back the ticket money k? im so sorry Joshua! sorry sorry sorry sorry! :(. please forgive me. 

WHY PARENTS ARE ALWAYS THAT MEAN?

IT'S MY FRIEND BIRTHDAY

AND THEY DON'T

ALLOW ME

TO GO.

What logic is that? i told my mum that they bought my ticket already. BUT WHY YOU JUST DON'T BELIEVE. i tho parents always believe their own child.

IM REALLY SAD. REALLY SAD. 

SORRY JOSHUA. 

mic</3