Worry.

I'm worry abut everything. Food, People, parents, friends, home, hazard. 


I have worry about friends. Every morning I wake up, I will always look at the mirror, breath, tell myself haters gonna hate. I bet they're bunch of people hate me. I just feel so. And I'm kinda hurt. Well, who doesn't? So I'm so worry that I will lost all my friends. 


Friends,
some friends, are really scary, They can be really nice to you! But at the back, they just talk all the crap about you. I know how it feels. It's hurt. very. Till I can't even. I don't know why. But, I'm afraid, worried, everything. Kinda don't have the mood today. Yeah eww.


Now I'm worry of my exam papers! I'm 100 percent sure that I'm gonna fail my science and history. I'm so doom but I still kinda excited to know how much I will get for my Science. hehehe. Siao! Well, going Ms Kung's house tomorrow. Ugh sien lah! :(  Sometimes, just sometimes, I like being alone. So that I can recall everything. I mean recall those happy things and sad things. Trust me! You don't always need friends. You still have you and God.


K a picture of me hehehe.

Drama.

Mummy buy alot of drama back. All is about love. Oh my I think I'm gonna fall in love within this 2 weeks. So romantic. Finish a movie in three days! 30 episode eh! How cool is that? Eyes hurt like heck. Now mummy don't allow me to watch drama unless I finish my storybook. Sien -____________-


Like seriously, I haven't finish my korea drama too. Gonna spend my holiday on drama! HAHAHA Going damai tomorrow. Banyak orang going damai so I'm kinda afraid that I will meet my friend.... I don't know why but I got a feeling I will meet someone there. PFFTTTTTT. 




Oh well. Phone is at daddy's office for the whole day. teeeheeeeee! Pictures, no? :)

Thats all hehehehe bye!

AWESOME.

Bought 'The Vow' and 'The Hunger Games' disc! 


OH MY THIS HOLIDAYS GONNA BE AWESOME. I bought  2 Singapore disc and 1 Taiwan disc. Way too awesome. Ok, got to go!




BYEEEEEEEEEE.

我终于知道什么是爱

OH.. Hi

Like seriously?! Ugh I don't have the mood to blog. BTW I LOVE YOU SHI QI AWWW XX.


K I'm so lazy blog so I think I'm just gonna post some pictures *while waiting I still can study!* Today quite fail lah. Study soo super hard for science and I expect at least a B! But oh well, ugh sien Now i only expect to get a pass. Hopefully.

What I do while studying....

xx

EDIT-ING SKILL STILL LOUSY. NVM.

Teacher's Day?

Hello I'm back alive! xx 


And I think I'm in love <3 So teacher's day was okay. Though we didn't do anything but we get to take some pictures using Joel's camera. HAHAHAHA OMG JOEL :3

Nika! <3

This is gay.

Lo,Moh,Yang,Ling.

Quila...

<3 <3

Shi Qi so cute!

I post this because I like me hair..

Three pretty girls! (:

Lovve them to the bits! The one with glasses is Vince..

kissing the air.

Moh, YOU SIAO!

Nika And Shi Qi! xoxo

Fabulous. 

Agnes so prettiee~

We siao.

Vanessa!

LOVE LOVE XX

Pretty we.

JASMINE!

  

:)

NIKAAA! <3

Simply took a picture before I went home 

Aquila wrote that because he siao.

Bye loves.

The only Mum.

Yes, she's the only Mum.


Although sometimes I dislike her. But sometimes, she's really really nice to me. My mum and I hardly talk. But at least we do talk? I remember when I fail my exam, she comfort me and hug me. That makes me cried. And I remember the day before UPSR exams. About 12 am, my mum and dad came in and we pray together. Daddy though I'm asleep but I'm not. I'm too nervous and stress to sleep. My dad pray until every of us cry. My dad saw me crying and he helped me rubbed it off. We hold our hands together and. PRAY.




Sometimes, I will think I have the worst parents ever. But I was wrong. I never know I have the best parents ever. Today at church, I cried. We sang the "I love you, Daddy and Mummy" in Chinese. I really cried. My sister saw it but they pretend that they didn't saw it. I was so touched that I almost knee on the floor and pray. 




I don't know why but I just want to do that. Lord, thank you for blessing my mum and dad. They're so amazing that I wish I could hug them everyday. 

"Honor your father and mother--------------- which is the first 

commandment with a promise" Ephesians 6:2

Appreciate everything you have. You never know when are they gonna leave. I still remember that I'm always the first one to say Happy Mother's day to my mum. She looks kinda happy, I think? Today is Mother's day. Everyone please, at least give your mum a hug? Your mum will love it. I swear.

Mummy, I'm facing alot of problems. But don't worry. I will deal with it by myself. Trust me, mum. I love you.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.
remember who is the one who give you a kiss on the forehead when you are sick.
remember who is the one who always nag you to do your work so that you can get good results.
remember who is the one who suffer the pain by giving birth to you.
remember who is the one who warps her arms around you when you are afraid of the thunder storm in the middle of the night when you are still 3 years old.
ALWAYS remember who is the one who LOVES you for who you are.
THE MOTHER'S LOVE WILL NEVER END. :')

She's the only one who can sacrifice everything to us. It's MUM. 

Somebody

FOREVER NOT ALONE.

Hey peeps. Sien. Guess what. There are 4 couples is year 9? I think. Ugh. THIS MAKE ME ANGRY.


So there's a girl. She got herself a boyfriend. WOW. LIKE SERIOUSLY? WOW. And, yeah. She'd change alot. Like 360 degree change? Ugh I just can't stand it. She keep saying I'm foreveralone. Yeah yeah. She's joking but it's kinda, sort of hurt me. REALLY. Tell you what, it's not I don't have a boyfriend. I DON'T WANT. Yeah. Surprise? 


Please, girl. Don't show off if you got yourself a boyfriend. So what? Like I care? NO. I won't even bother to hear your sweet story between you and him. WHO CARES. Well, some parts I'm just joking. But it's really hurt me. I even cried. Could you imagine that?!






I cried. WOW. A BIG WOW.




Do you like him? I'm serious. Do you like him? Don't get it wrong. I don't mean to ask you to break up with him. I want you to know..

"Don't because of he loves you so much that you accept him, 
Don't because you are afraid that no one will love you like he loves you."

Yeah.

I LIKE CHOCOLATE. IT MAKES ME HAPPY.   






and, I got my parents. and I love them. I'm so not forever alone.


Just want you to know, Be strong my dear. Don't because of a guy. Change yourself and break our relationship.  I don't want it to be like last year. So yeah. 


What hurts the most. We don't really hangout. We don't really talk alot like you talk to her. 


ONE THING.
I'm not mad. I'm just disappointed. There's a different.

I'm...

I'm hungry.