Have you ever

So sick of this. Have you ever have a feeling that you just want to die immediately? Seriously, today at ICF, we were singing Mighty to save (Go and listen it guys x! ) Feel the love from God. Yes, finally I'm loved. 


Kinda pissed of or whatever eww things happens to me. Well, what Jelly said. Blog is somehow my diary. LOL I don't agree and we debate like the whole break and Do Yeon was like eh? I'm not invisible hello. HAHA I'm kiding I'm kiding.


I'd always tell people to forgive and forget. Why can't I do it either? Wow. What Kueh said, we have no rights to hate people. Why should we hate someone? Have you ever feel like going on diet, girls? 


Well I've always fail to do it tho. I can't stand it I just love food so much! x Joyce please come back I have alot of things to tell you! OH HEH HAVE YOU EVER KNOW NOT ALL THE GIRLS ARE WEAK. 
WE ARE YOUNG OHHHH.






Bye.

Horrible.

YES I'M HORRIBLE I HAVE NO FRIENDS YES YOU PITY MY FRIENDS YES EVERYTHING. YES, IT'S ALL MY FAULT YES YES YES YES YES. My fault to let you fall in love with me, my fault to let you hurt that much. My fault. 


So I want to tell you something, heh? I'M ME.

100 readers today omg he he.

Another day.

This week just pass like this. Well, texting, texting, tweeting, facebking, storybooking, and so on. This Saturday and Sunday I'm not at home till 1030. WOW. I. BET. MY. MUM. AND. DAD. IS. KINDA. SAD. THO. Girls just wanna have fun.


So Oliver was fine :) I slept and that stupid hilarious sean woke me up ugh, hellooo. People is having a headache? -.- Whatever lah ahahah. MISSION FAIL. I want to meet some handsome boys and make friends with them but ugh mission fail. WHAT.EVER. he he.


Oh Yiew, my loner partner, birthday party was okay lah. At Basaga. Shit that Jadelyne so pretty! Seriously man, her dress omg omg omg <3 <3 <3 Oh yeah. MISSION COMPLETE. I met some guy tho. Well, it's good to have few new friends! I always want to have bunch of different school buddies he he. Oh yeah Mark very gay lah HAHAAH. Here's some few pictures! :D

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Hyac dare mark to go take picture with angmo, at first I was so scared they will say no but well,

They were so kind! And that blue shirt angmo seriously hot so yeah. I joined to pic, jelly too ahahaha! xx

Ta ta! 

HI AGNES.

HI AGNES I KNOW YOU ARE READING THIS. Never know you stalk me eh! bye x

Papa.

Yes papa, I love you more than anyone else. And of course God. Well, papa, you are like the best papa ever! I still remember that I keep crying because I can't met Joyce but you solved it all! <3 crap this is so touch that I cried in my bedroom. Ugh I don't even know why am I crying?!


Well, today at church was fun! I mean yeah, he he. I haven't went to youth like sooooo long! Because I have piano lesson until 7. What is this? AYLBDSLVCBHSBHJA//// Kinda learnt alot today x 




Well, still, he he Happy Papa's Day! Papa I love you. Mama I love you. Sisters I love you. Brother I love you. God I love you. Forever x


Ok so here's some random picture he he he.

xxxxx

Okay bye.

Why am I even here?

Really don't know why I'm here. Sometimes I will think like why am I even a girl? Why am I even my dad's daughter? Feeling so eww now. I don't know why but I'm so eww now.


God where are you? Why can't I feel you now when I need you? I know you will always be with me. Always. 


Love you all, I don't hate anyone x bye.

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Really don't know why these few days so emo. Or maybe because you don't even care? Well, result sucks. bye.

EWW RESULT.

Seriously I got the eww-est result! Did so bad this time! I ever cried in front of my dad and promised that I will do batter next time. I hope I really do! Daddy is always the best!! Better than mum. But mummy still good lah x


Well, so disappointed VERY. Ugh don't really want to blog. So pissed of my maths. Suppose to get an A GOSH UNFORTUNATELY  I GOT A B!!! WHAT IS THIS?!?!?! Life. Well, don't care about the past lah pfft.


Saw Ibrahim today man, he's hair damn think lah HEHEHE. well, so bored. bye.

HI!!!!

Pictures up!

Well, took it with Jasmine's iPod touch RICH LAHHHH! :( Pretty blur because i keep moving around HEHEH.

I really like this!! :)

love this dress!

Heading to spring!

It's suppose to be a dress, wanted to buy it bu it's so expensive :(

Remember?

Best day ever!

So heh guys! Have an really awesome day today! Jelly is like the most awesome-st friend ever! They were planning a surprise party for me! HEHEHE.




At first I went Ms Kung house, and Felix text me that Jelly invited him to Spring. So I was thinking that something fishy is gonna happen. But who cares. So me and Jelly reached Spring about 130. And we walked to Big Apple and I saw Nicholas, Sam, Kuo Sheng, Felix, Eugene and Agnes! So shit I'm so touched that I almost cry! 




Then all of us went to the game center to play. After that Jelly called me and pulled me out. So covered my eyes and duh. obviously there's something gonna happen. YES. BOO! Joel, Do yeon, Aquila, Jasmine and lih yan wished me Happy Birthday! Even though t's not my birthday. But still, very touched lah :')




We went for lunch, Oh and Yiew came too! After lunch, we went to watch movie! Snow white and The Huntsman. Seriously lah! Bella too pretty till I can't even! Well, I was screaming because it's kinda you know, scary. Fighting all the way. Freak me out! HAHAH. 




THEN, GAME CENTER AGAIN. Was playing the something with Joel then my sister BOO ME. WOW. Really awesome day today! Best birthday ever! Thank you Jellyyy! And thank you Aquila, Agnes, Anson, Yiew, Eugene, Jasmine, Lih Yan, Joel, Nicholas, Felix, Ian. Sam. Kuo sheng, Do yeon , Nelson! Thank you all! <3

Chocolate by Nicholas and Ian! 

Spec by Joel and Do yeon!

Love bracelet by Quila!

The big bear by Eugene!

To little bear by Jasmine and Lih Yan! 

Even though my mum kinda ruin my day but who cares. HEHEHEHEH.

HAPPPYYY!

Mummy bought me a palariod! Suppose to give it on my birthday but she put it in her car then I saw it. HAHA OH MAN. Took my first pictures after working! 


Kit is so cute than he tho today is my birthday! HAHAHA made my day. Oh and Cheng Hua keep countdown till my birthday! HAHA can't wait!!! So boring nowadays. Still watching my Singapore drama. HEHEHEH. TOO NICE LAH! xx


So bored that I actually went to Boulevard and bought two dresses! It's really nice! It's about 50 plus! So I wasted about RM 100 today.. Oh who cares, 开心就好！


So here you go! My first picture using palariod! Oh, mum bought a new clothe for me too! About RM 100 WOW THANK YOU MUMMY!