Problems

So many problems I could just die now. It's really sien ya' know. Seriously.


So I pray & pray & keep on praying every single day. I even pray 4 time in an hour just to thank God. I've been tweeting alot nowadays so Lord please stop me from tweeting that much. Exam is near & I have forgotten so many basic things for science & math! I have to study like soon! & I want to go scout camp so so so want to go idk why I got the feeling it's gonna be find! 


So there's a girl, Lorex. She is my close & gay friend! I really appreciate her like really. But I have no idea what I did & she just stop talking to me for 1 month. WHAO 1 MONTH CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT. My friends keep asking me to say sorry but I did nothing wrong! So this is seriously sick. I cried to sleep idk why tears just scream down by itself! 


Well this feeling sucks like seriously. I swear and swear and pray to God to say sorry. I don't mean to swear but I can't control my mouth ah this is horrible.



You're so far away, I need you now. 

God comes first.

So hi peeps, well, Hi Michelle. Since no one knows about this blog I shall just talk to myself! :)


So today ICT were great! Shi Qi & Amanda are really organise! They should do this like twice per month! So Shi Qi shared her things to us! It's really touching tho. I cried. Like secretly cried. I don't like people to you know. That feeling when your friend hug you & say " Don't cry." and your tears will just scream down more & more. I really want to touch by God, heard alot of people said it's like the best feeling ever. I believe I will touch by God, one day. 


So me & Do Yeon decided to pray every hour. Just to say thank you Lord, for everything. Just to remind ourselves that God comes first. I always tell my secrets to my friends first, I always tell my problems to my friends first. But now, so please do let God comes first. Tell God everything. Your worries, relationship, friendship, family problems everything! God will answer to your prayer through bible. So here's some advise, if you're sad, just read the bible, it will calm you down. Really! Mind trying it? :) It really helps! Trust me! 


So here's just some bible verse that I found it really meaningful! 

"Your Father knows the things you have need before you ask him."

- Matthew 6:8

"Give thanks to the Lord Almighty, for the Lord is good."

- Jeremiah 33:11

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one & only son , that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."

- John 3:16

"For this reason I kneel before the Father, from whom his whole family in heaven and on earth derives its name."

- Ephesians 1:14-15

"Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven."

- Luke 7:37

"Trust in the Lord forever, for the Lord, the Lord, is the Rock eternal."

- Isaiah 26:4

"Blessed is he whose transgression in forgiven, whose sin is covered."

- Psalm 32:1

"No one is like you, O Lord, you are great, and your name is might in power."

- Jeremiah 10:6

So Isaiah 26:4 is my favourite bible verse now! :) So do TRUST IN GOD alright!

Life.

Hi so life was just fine these days. I feel great that no much peeps know my blog. Ahh. So yeah. I miss him.

Long distance relationship-->

Well I trust in long distance relationship. It's somehow help you to trust the one you loves. Like if you love him/her & you give up because she/he want to go overseas, oh that's stupid. STUPID! If you're afraid that he/she will find someone better than you or whatever shit, you lack of TRUST. DO YOU HEAR ME! You are lack of trust. So for me, long distance relationship are the best. I mean it's hurts when you can't see each other, talk to each other, sometime the time zone might be different too! But who cares, he/she is still in your heart. As long as you love her/him :')  

Hi so here's a letter for you! *:

Hi bby imy & ily! Just so you know I never regret meeting you in my life. Really. You might be very far away but just so you know I still love you! Thank you :') Eh promise me to take care of yourself alright! Will update you my daily life! HAH I think alot of peeps gonna hate me oh well as long as you lovee me x At first I told myself before, I said I will never fall in love with you. But ah whatever I broke my promise... You made so touched, I also don't know why but yeah. So please come back as soon as possible! <3 I love you I love you 我爱你! 距离不是问题,真的. 我都不在乎, 因为我爱你. 也许,我们不会在一起很久,但我真的很珍惜你. 谢谢你 :')

Just so you know, this letter might write to a girl/boy :p ahahaha okay this is just lame. 小猪小猪肥嘟嘟! 你是我的小猪 *: 我可爱的小猪. 爱死我为什么这样无聊啊哈哈哈哈

Okay goodnight! <3

Past. Present. Future.

Oh hi! Yes no one know my blog this is so duh awesome! I feel great woots I love talking to myself. Hi MICCC.

Past few years
 Hmm I only can remember when I'm 12 years old, primary 6! The most memorable year ever! Okay so when I'm 12, I don't care about my looks at all! Well, I'm the second fifth tallest in my class! That time I wished to be shorter. Omg what's wrong with me ahahah. Okay I'm really ugly that time. *Sorry! Couldn't find any pictures of it!* Oh & I don't like taking pictures last time! Hahahah wow. I had a boyfriend.. Well yeah like who doesn't?! Hahaha LOL okay my ex boyfriend sucks. For real he sucks! When I was 12, I thought love is just happiness. If you're happy, you're in love. Oh dunk wth ahaha. Ermmm, I'm quite good in studies. I got 3 As for my UPSR & it's a miracle you know! I thought I will only get 1 A ahhh thank you Lord. K so I'm ugly. 


NOW.
I'm still short. Not tall enough! I want to be tall. Like really really tall! So I like taking pictures. Chao Ahlien V^^V & well, I sort of become prettier? But still ugly. Just prettier than last 3 years! Oh I got twitter & instgram now! How duh awesome is that?! Oh and my result sucks. My mum say international school don't have pressure & I'm kinda agree that... I have to study soon, exam is next month! OH NO. Erm I'm fatter now. I swear. (it's a bad thing, don't learn!) Erm yeah. And I'm in love. 


Future.
I want to be tall. I want to be a CID! Yeah keep laughing HAH HAH. And I want to be prettier & slimmer! I want to be very very social! & I want to be a part-time pastor. I would love to travel around the world with my loves one to go and help people who need helps! :) My biggest dream is everyone to be safe. I would love to go to Paris with my husband *: 

WE GOT SWAG.