WHAT A MESS!

okay. i decided to go jogging by myself. because i tho they're going swimming. BUT WHO KNOWS! they're going jogging too. but n one tell me till ian text me. so i asked joyce. she say oh yeah. sorry. haih. so sad. nah it's okay. i end out didnt go. 


#1st reason
THEY LAST MINUTE THEN TELL ME


#2nd reason
that time n transport. i decided to walk there. BUT HAHAHA. grounded. :(


my degree keep increasing! i shouldn't play laptop anymore! but i skype with joel, li xing, Midori, Bryan loh and kusum. and i skype with joel abut 2/3 hours! OMG MY EYES! because we are finding the melody. errr AHA yeah :D


gonna post up some pictures tomorrow.


have a sad and fun day. GAHHHHHHHH wink wink ;)

byeeee <3

gay and lesbo

maddddddddddddddd!

mad. really mad! i went spring with friends just now. cool lah :D we went k box. okay i didn't lie to my dad. IM HAPPY ;D and he didnt really scolded me. he's just "hai ya" thats all.


okay. what im really mad of.


MY DEGREE IS INCREASING! *eyes degree* gay. my right eye is like from 350 to 575 degree! *shock!* i was so shock. really. ok i wanna cry actually. so i tell myself that i shouldn't play laptop or you know. facebook everyday. 


i think i shall read some story book. :\

MAD

so mad like a mad personnnn! :( my eyes. ok. i still can see with 350 spec. but the problem is i bought 325 degree contact -_____- okay what am i suppose to do now?! gay. mad. mad. mad. mad.

im not going to blog everyday. 

yeah. bye. mad

miss.

miss. i miss my brother, i miss my sister, i miss my mum. they're going KL shopping! i suppose to go too. but they came back at dec 3. and joyce is leaving t dec 3! so i decided to not go and stay at kuching so i can hang out with joyce. 


and


left 4 days and she's leaving! :( hai ya still very sad lah BUT. it's ok lah. she will always be in my heart <3

gonna give you something today! joyce :D

love

he. she.

my korkor. i want to blog about him and he's girlfriend. okay let's start.


#korkor
he's handsomeee! <3 kind. sweet. he always want to webcam with me :D HAHA but we haven't webcam yet :( GAHHHHHHHHHH. he really loves he's girlfriend. LIKE SOOO LOVE HER! wow. i want a boyfriend like that.


#dashoa
she;s beauuttiful! <3 cute ;3 wow so admire her. got a good boyfriend. GAH so hard to find a guy like him eh! <3 awww korkor ah. eh daoshao. don't be shy lah! say you love him! cute couples lah you guys <3 aww sweeetttttt! ;D

CUTE

korkor, im in a hurry so  yeah. will blog abut more next time

;D

the day.

today was cool. wayyy wayy cool! HAHA jelly calleed me and said Nick want to go Jelly's house. she was like MIC HELP ME HELP ME! i was like ah? HAHAHA cute lah her ;3


ok. sam told me that he wanted to walk to my house. i tho they were just joking or fooling around. HAHA wow. that really surprise. they really came -_________- but cool lah. so nick's father called. said he has to go church :( GAH SO SAD LAH. but go church it's a good thing tho! he walked to Giant and wait for he's dad. thank god he's alright. LOL . so we walked to Giant too! ;D


 HAHA and jelly saw her boyfriend.


okay. nick went back. so Sam's sister bought us to joyce's house. but too bad she's not home. GAH.  so we went one jaya. walk walk walk.  den Jelly going to MJC fun fair. and im going to church. same as nick. GAH :(




forgot to take pictures! :(


JOYCE IS LEAVING! next saturdayy! we're so gonna miss you. Ian too <3

love you joyce.

我相信我已经快要把你忘掉.

i like my post title.

HAHA okay. gay i like my post title. no i mean the style ;) so cool :P okay. today piano were awesome. too awesome that i can't even describe. as usual. i got hit by my teacher. again. i know. again. HAHA SO FUN. gay. i still like my post title style.


going kk and taiwan on december 9 to 22 i guess. I SUPPOSE TO GO KL BY NEXT TUESDAY! but i came back at Saturday. and Joyce leaving a Saturday! so i decide don't go. okay im a good friend <3

eh. you guys should go listen to the song by 李佳薇.

 im chinese sucks so i forgot the name of the song
. HAHA LOL  

ok. bye bye baby.

my hair.

hey ;) do you loveeeeee my hair? <3 obviously. HAHA imjust joking. okay i love my hair. alot. gonna blog after dinner! ;) 

back to the right spot again.

everything is back again! <3 love you my friends! ;D

high school musical

i really really hope wish my school is all about musical! i don't care whether i an sing or not. but, i love singing! and dancing. okay laugh. keep laughing. but i really do love singing okay! :P gay lah.

tomorrow need to go piano. le so sad. hai ya. i like music. but doesn't mean that you can force me to learn what i don't like. err no. i like piano. but i don't like th teacher. GAH. she sooo mean! don't hate her but dislike her.

wanted t watch breaking dawn!

hai ya. still sad lah. my blog so plain. is thinking about how to blog. eh, i can't sing very well doesn't mean i don't like singing ok!

this is our song

yes this is our song.

like a boss!

show you some like a boss pictures! <3

standing like a boss!

Joel like a boss!

half smile half crying like a boss! :P

hard rock? LOL

my sister sooo like a boss ;)

cool right? 

my boss <3

my brother eat ice-cream like a boss! :D

He sing like a boss!

so cute ;3

end with a really like a boss picture!

say goodbye to the boss! <3

again.

asdfghjkl. yes again. i suppose to be at Joel's house play. play and play! or sing. sing and sing! BUT. GAH. my mum couldn't find he's house so i didn't go. it's not my mum's fault lah. HAIH. so sad. but so good. at home playing ps2 also not bad huh ;)

internet got problem. NOW FINALLY IT'S WORKING AGAIN. so i have to blog it really fast! so sad my life. LOL but it's okay. i still have God and daddyy <3

this is our song.

wait for the pictures guys! :P

Life?

im still thinking. why I'm here. in this world. because God want me to be here? i really don't get it. wanted to blog about my life today. but my sister is nagging just right beside me.. she want to play computer liao.

hai ya.

 lame lah this holiday. but at least better than school days! <3 HAHAHAHAH going out tomorrow i guess :P aww daddy i gonna miss you! he's at sibu right now. Lord, please let my dad have a safe trip. emmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm <3 

i just can't stop listen to

A thousand years.

i don't know im high right now or moody. HMMMMMMMM.

lame.

gay.

-.- what's wrong with you people?! i ask you to write my problem in my chatbox. HAHA not just comment shit -_____________- HAHA OMG SO FUNNY -.- gay. so gay.

i just don't get it. what's wrong being myself? -.- so pissed off right now. GAH not love. x/x. about to post some pictures but now. asdfghjkl no mood liao lah! :@


so lame. no life ah?

pig.

be patience

good thing is always the outcome of patience.

idol.

Mr.J suggest me to blog about my idol. okay. let's start.

my idol -GOD-

im not lying k. i don't care whether you guys believe or not. Joyce told me that your only idol must be God.
so moody right now. just notice that i got so many problems. errrrrr hey peeps. if you hate ot or what. just write in my chatbox and i will try my really bast to change! i promise you guys.

i guess it's out of topic. okay. my idol. we admire god. right? i don't agree you guys to have a idol like Lady Gaga. i dislike her so much.

*err Justin Bieber is alright ;)*


okay. i will change. God don't like to see me like this. cool. really cool. im so sad right now.
what's wrong being myself? -______-
okay. i think i shall change. like alot. next year gonna be a good year! i will <3

 i hardly smile like this. 

k.

can we be friend again?

can we?

回家

heard this song '回家' and i notice that im cool ;) everything fine today HEHE.

okay. Mr.J asked me to blog about my friend and the boy i like. HEH young man. i tho i blog about it last time? -______________- like alot. so lazy to blog this days.

because im so lazy. i wanna have fun! so boreddddddddddd. shit. LOL. gonna lose some weight in this holidays. but i think it's impossible. HAHA listen to Mistletoe now.

i love Justin Bieber. and i don't know why. still so high right now! :P


singing 'sing sing sing' GO LISTEN! it's a Christian song <3

k love me i will love you back.

love Mic.

what to do.

so high right now! HEHE. but so lazy to blog. eh Mr.J, i will blog about my friends later. so tried right now. okay
bye.


and! who say my friend dont like me. they love me okay! i love them too. LOL

you don't deserve this.

you don't deserve this young man. you don't deserve the hurt. you should go for her and forget about me. i love you more than a friend. but less than a boyfriend. you're my best friend. so i don't want see you so sad. you said you won't give up. but i want you to give up. you don't deserve it okay!

heh im really sad about it. i actually did cried. i know everything. you love me. but i just don't. i say to myself that i will never ever fall in love with my best friend. and yet. you are my best friend.

What should i do now!

stay calm. im trying so hard to stay calm. but i can't. life. my life. why.im trying to be a happy go lucky person. but why is that so hard. so sad. so hard. i dont want to be so emo. 

be brave Mic. be yourself. c'mon. 

you can do it!

okay. i will try my very best to be myself.  the less emo, hyper, funny me. be myself. Lord, i can do it right? <3

*be yourself. love yourself. love god. obey him. love and obey your parents. 




shoq you something. got it from nia's poat and it's a shirt quotes! 
 faith book. - friend request-




Jesus wants to put you in his book.

okay bye.

a really best friend of mine.

Joel. this is for you.


yes you are a really true friend of mine. eh, dont so negative lah! you still have me and shi qi bah. 

DONT TELL ME I TREATED YOU LIKE TRASH HUH! i didn't k. you're like my little brother. im serious k Joel. smile like nothing happen. eh, i also felt left out bah. but i know you will accompany me. Sam, Nick, Ian and Kuo Sheng will accompany us. they will.

trust them.


they are a really true friend too ;) make friends with them. 


dont leave International Lodge School. later ada banyak gangster come in. DIE LOH! ;) if you're sad come find me lah. you know i also left out bah. i need accompany. you accompany me. i entertain you lah! 

you still have me lah, Joel.

think positive k! pray to god. then everything will be just fine :D

nah for you :)

love you Joel. 

Did i lost a friend?

i was thinking so hard about this question. Did I just lost a friend? or she's in my heart. always. but i got a feeling that im losing her so badly. i didnt manage to go spring. i got some plan. but now. FAIL. i also didnt manage to hug her! i didnt :(


Joyce. for you


im so sorry that i can't manage to go spring. and i over react. im being so emo today at school. because i was thinking about that question. Did i lost a friend? Im so worry. so worry that you will forget me. so worry that no one will tell me more about God. so worry that no one will notice that i cried. yes, Joyce. you will always be in my heart. and i mean it. 


i love you dear <3 im so sad love. i really need you now. i want the answer. i promise i will try to read bible everyday. to remember you. (i hope i can make it) i still have alot of thing to tell you! 


don't leave me okay? im crying like a mad person now. so badly. it's hurts. but i hope you will be happy forever. god bless my dear.


Joel, if youre reading this. i guess me and you are the same. so sad.




it's time to let go. and i mean it. so emo right now.

emo.

A thousand years

stay strong.

i suppose to be at spring now :( but im at home now. HOME. haih. something happen actually. so sad. left out again. EH! not their fault. it's mind fault tho. i saw someone got hit. HER leg got hit. but she still stay strong. OMG i wish im her. but nah. be yourself. thats what joyce told me.


i keep crying. thinking why im here. thinking about 1 hour, crying about 1 hour. but i still dont have the answer.
WHY oh why is this happening on me! this is sad. so sad. i want to go spring. but my friends are watching movie now! so i decided to stay at home. because. err to public cant tell.


like they say. home sweet home. stay at home also not bad lah. i guess. HAH IAN. i forgot to tell you something. haih. sad.

i did cry.

i wont let you see my smile.

hey

love <3

Miracle

HAHA Joel miracle do happen! we got second and it's was like WOWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
Hai hao we are not so negative :P WE'RE COOL. 

today haunted house. the year 8 are the ghost. too bad im too late! i miss out the fun. but HAHA nvm. im sitting outside taking pictures ;) HAHA yeah so cool huh. hehe.

tomorrow is the last day for joyce. so sad man :( OH NO. later no one will fight with me. hiah. WHY GOD WHY. nehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nahhhhhhhhhhhh gahhhhhhhh shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.











so sad.

Haunted House

 

  

 

that's all.  go and have a try! charity ma :D <3 HAHA it's cool.

MIC.

got a bad feeling

SHIT BOYS ARE ALWAYS LIKE THAT! all the boys. not all the boys lah!
boys are just so stupid. like always. DUH.

HAIH. okay. i love using the word shit. and i don't know why. 
GAH. today joyce, jelly and agnes go haunted house became the GHOST. 
and they told sam they can't find me. IM LIKE ARE YOU SERIOUS? CAN'T FIND ME -.-. WHAT THE HELL?!

okay. i shall just STOP using the word shit. it's bad. really bad. im a mean people. feel so left out again. not their fault. my fault lah. who ask me so boring. SHYT. GAH.

   yes i finally got it <3

i love you, haunted house.

toodles.

funneh -.-

SO FAIL MAN. today finally went haunted house and. GAH. i tho Jelly will scream louder than me but who knows. it was me. i was so damn freaking scare. but i like it alot. i almost hug felix or nick i forgot. THAT JOEL GOH. AH. and you know what


THEY USE BROOM! YUCKKKKKK TO THE MAX! LOL so fail leh me. luckily i didnt go with Joel. if not i will hold his hand like hell. HAHA . i forgot who's hand i was holding/pulling. 


LOL okay i sucks. so funneh -.- 

I WANT TO GO AGAIN! ;D

happy. bye

Him

HAHA okay the Him. he's Sam. 

SAM.

he asked me to blog everything about him. BUT! i dont really know him. no i mean i know him. but not so well. hmm. okay.

he's really caring. i like him as a friend. although he's err not tall. sorry sam! but he's cute. he's funneh! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

eh, if tomorrow i join you guys will you be speechless or afraid? XD maybe you will? who knows. eh, remember i told you. be yourself. k? and don't be so emo! HAHA so proud of you. ;)

okay that's all sam. im busy so can't blog about you too much. 
next time i will blog " everything" about you k! i promise! ;)


eh remember haunted house! :D

bye.

ian/school

#IAN
he's lame. but he's really caring. my awesome leader. <3 him, HAHA. haih. so sad ian.  im not left out. yes im not. am i?


#school
school usually be so fun! but now. so bored. don't feel like going to school. BUT MY MUM FORCE ME. GAH




so sick right now. haih.

so bored.

so sad.

Jealous

Jealous is a sin. but i just dont get it. what are they jealous? i mean. im jealous too. but i've stop. 


hai ya. 
so sad






GAH. i can't sing. my voice. so gay right now. so sad
if you ask me to sing i will kick you. or maybe i will sing but dont laugh at my gay voice!

WHAT SHOULD I DO!

feel so sad right now. can't go to spring. actually i didn't asked my mum. but i definitely know that i can't go. so yeah. better don't ask. later get scolded again -________- 


so what should i do now? so bored. just finished tweet-ing. still so bored. facebook is so boring. sometimes. GAHHHH ian update your blog! so boring. so lame. so sad. so sick. so stupid. AH WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW!


oh! im so worry about my report card. im afraid my dad will be disappointed. GAH sad. heh joel! update more! :D heheheh. 

i suppose to be at spring right now. because it's

Jessica farewell party. i already miss out

Joyce's farewell party. HEH WHY I 

ALWAYS MISS OUT THE

FUN. STUPID THING.

so frustrated. GAH. everyday housework. got hit by teacher again. every saturday. how miserable me life is. 

but god will make it awesome. <3

bye. 

People mountain people sea.

人山人海. HAHA get it from nasi lemak movie 辣死你妈.

11/11/11

LOL hey. today everyone keep posting about what 11/11/11 thingy. LOL. 

it's quite special tho. 

 

im at school now! :D

over and over again.

before i start my topic. got to tell you something funny *to me lah*  let's start


today lunch time. because joyce can't finish her food so she gave it to joel. HAHA. den we saw our maths teacher-Ms Leong. we started talking, suddenly joel show up a really GAY face. he was like SHIT MY THROAT.HAHAH because he was busying talking to teacher and he accidentally ate the chicken bone.. HAHAHA. OMG I LAUGH LIKE WHAT.


he asked me dont post about it but im so hyper right now. HAHA sorry bro.




the sad thing was, its gonna start again. maybe my friend dont like me. not jelly or joyce. not agnes also lah. just. errr. maybe im too mature? i always ask myself. am i childish? the answer is always yes. but i found out the real answer. it's no.


OKAY. remind you again. i don't like people talk bad things at the back. OF ME!


HAHAH. me, jelly and joyce gonna stay at school on Monday and guess what. we gonna sit in front of the computer whole day! beside break and lunch.. how cool it that. GAH. OH! because Monday they are going field trip and we (the one who's not going)  stay a school find information. ;D hehe

dont feel like going to school tomorrow. feel so, you know sad.

left out. LOL 

SUPERWOMAN

MIC

OH! i played patrick's phone and i change me name! ;)it's suppose to be ling ling. LOL heheh.

i look so slim ;)

SICK

im sick. GAH. hey sickness, you ruin everything. I CANT GO TO JOYCE FAREWELL PARTY. HAHA how cool is that -_____________- im really sad. #foeveralone. i saw their pictures. and i feel like crying. i feel so sad now. really sad :(


LOL  HAIH. HAIH. so sick now.

#foreveralone

What's gonna happen next?

what's gonna happen next? you can't predict the future. YOU CAN'T. yes, only god. HAIH. so sad now. did something stupid yesterday. OMG. 

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im really sad now. kitt! thankyou love! ;D  HAIH. recall last night. GAHH. nvm.

gonna meet my friends tomorrow!  OMG happy! *jumping around like crazy people*

HAH

HAH

HAH

HAH

LOL ;)

HAIH. hai ya. still sad.

LOL bye.

YOU LIAR! 

it's a beautiful night.

so sup guys. HAIH. so FAIL. still don't know how to change my time and date. #FAIL


okay. at kit's party. guess what -___________- everyone wear formal dress. OMG SHYT. like only me wear like normal. NOT FORMAL. asdfghjkl. HAHAH quite special tho. XD 

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a person name Lol. suggest me to blog about who i admire at school! heheh ;p

1. the four boys

2. smart people

*ps im not gonna mention the names. SORRRY! :D

guess what. scroll down.

hehe. my vain picture. ;p

still waiting for jelly to post up some pictures! :D

bye.