Did i lost a friend?

i was thinking so hard about this question. Did I just lost a friend? or she's in my heart. always. but i got a feeling that im losing her so badly. i didnt manage to go spring. i got some plan. but now. FAIL. i also didnt manage to hug her! i didnt :(


Joyce. for you


im so sorry that i can't manage to go spring. and i over react. im being so emo today at school. because i was thinking about that question. Did i lost a friend? Im so worry. so worry that you will forget me. so worry that no one will tell me more about God. so worry that no one will notice that i cried. yes, Joyce. you will always be in my heart. and i mean it. 


i love you dear <3 im so sad love. i really need you now. i want the answer. i promise i will try to read bible everyday. to remember you. (i hope i can make it) i still have alot of thing to tell you! 


don't leave me okay? im crying like a mad person now. so badly. it's hurts. but i hope you will be happy forever. god bless my dear.


Joel, if youre reading this. i guess me and you are the same. so sad.




it's time to let go. and i mean it. so emo right now.

emo.