i love her and him

yes. today it's the day. she had left. who's she. the one i love the most as my best friend. yes her. joyce. i gave her a necklaces. i even wrote a letter for her. i hope she will like it and wear the necklaces everyday. sad thing happen today. some are too private so i can't tell. 

i was about the give up. i was at giant eating my lunch. i called joyce. and she's just say sorry and goodbye. my heart broke into pieces. really. i cried. i really did.at giant. my dad saw my crying. so he got an idea! he say i can go in the. err idk what it is. he say i still can see joyce! i was so happy that time.

really happy.

Joel don't believe that i met Joyce -_____- it;'s okay lah. joyce. pleaseeeeeeeee do remember to come back okay! we really gonna miss you.

yes i love her, Joyce.

yes i love him, Daddy.

after crying. i really felt much better. after that. i went spring. felt much better after watching puss in boots. make me laugh alot! :D

joye, just remember that. i will never forget you. god bless okay? 

Daddy, all thanks to you. i really love you.

 going sibu tomorrow. gay.

*now i just want to keep in my bedroom and cry. and guess what. my mum met joyce at KL airport! :D