it's just so unfair!

why lord oh why? 

it's just so unfair. im at my hotel, look after my little brother. and my dad say that i look after my brother until my sister come up. they are at downstairs playing computer. but my sister came up and say daddy told them to go back to another room ( my dad booked two rooms) 


my sister told me that they don't need to look after my little brother. WHAT IS THIS?! WHY ADULTS LIKE TO LIE!? i just don't get them sometimes. it's annoying, it's hurt. it's really unfair you know! sometimes i think that they don't even love me. but sometimes they do. but they always love us. 




Im suppose to be really hyper. this make me really sad. really hurts. sometimes i think i got some useless sister. but i don't. Lord, im sorry. i will try to think positive. i will.






never knew i will cry because of this.