Strong.

GUESS WHAT HI!!! Time flies so fast I can't even. I'm might going to Aus next year. Might. Refuse to go there. 


Why aren't I strong enough? Why aren't I strong enough to do everything!!! I failed. I'm an anti-social, coward, ugly, fat girl. You know life is somehow so unfair. WHY! Have been sleeping quite late these few weeks! But worth it lah. At least I'm happy xoxo. Daddy said:

 "You don't have to fight with your friends. You don't have to be sad. 

You don't have to be happy only when your friends is around.

 You can be happy everytime. Because you are my STRONG baby."

So touched :') But that makes me think I'm so weak. I;m only happy when my friends is around. I'm always sad inside. I do fight with my friends. I have to be strong. WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKE YOU STRONG OHHH. But everything kills me ughh why?! Kay I promise start from now on, I will be happy like a happy baby! Well, I will try x I'm very weak in those love love love ohhh. But I will try to be happy. Don't get so jealous easily MIC!!! :)




Well sometime I cried because I think I'm not a good student, child, friend. I pray to God and I can't receive his love. Yes I know, he did listen to our prayer. But why I can't receive his replied? I got this really bad habit. I always put my earphone on, on the music as loud as possible. Those really Chinese Emo Songs. Yeah and I cried. Ridiculous. Well, but I will always start my day with a smile (: Daddy say it will make your day better! So guys! Go to the mirror and give yourself a real smile every morning! You will feel good <3 :) Trust me!! 

I'M A HAPPY PIE HAPPY BOOB WOOTS.  WTH is wrong with me LOL. 

"I'm worth it., I don't care if you hates me. I will just give you a smile and say,

I'm so happy. You want me to be sad. DREAM ON"

WHY SHE LIKES SO MANY PEOPLE LIKE ABCDEFGHIJKLMN! Ohmy pleasee don't be a bitch.

bye love you daddy (':