commit suicide

okay LOL. i know three reason that why stupid people want to commit suicide. okay im sorry. not ALL stupid people.


#relationship
yes. this is the most common. WHY THEY WANT TO COMMIT SUICIDE BECAUSE OF A GUY/GIRL?!  okay i call them stupid. you can find a more awesome-er person right? yes i know. it's really hurt if the guy/girl love the other person and he/her don't love you.
 he/she betray you. so if' i am the one. i won't commit suicide. love your life people! GOD CREATE YOU HERE IS NOT BECAUSE HE WANT YOU TO COMMIT SUICIDE. madddddddddddd.


#jobs
some of them is because they lose their jobs. no money to give their children to study. no money to buy food. no money to bring them to clinic if they're sick. because of that, YOU MUST TRY TO WORK MORE MONEY ISN'T?!  haih. do you think if you die, what about your family?!


#family
yes i know. if one of your family member pass away. it's not a like REALLY BAD THING RIGHT? yes it's hurt. it's really sad. but god bring he/her to heaven. because god think he/her have done enough good things, god wants him to rest at heaven, and if you commit suicide, what's the point? you will just making your friends and family sad. HOW MEAN IS THAT!? LOL i just don't get it some times. 

GOD LOVES YOU.

travellinggggg!

im going travelling tomorrow! :D heh heh i know you jealous. im going sabah and taiwan :) not going to blog much today, still got alot of clothes to pack! im going about 9 days :P HAHA oh yeah. gonna take bunch of pictures! but i still got this stupid swollen eyes. :(

sad sad. i look so uglyyyyy now! but it's getting better and better. thank god <3 

hmm. not going to blog this few days i guess.  GAHHH.

heh byeee! <3

don't know what to blog about.

so bored this days. hai ya.

yes it's me :D

gayy

another gay picture.

done :)

appreciate everything.

you guys should know how to appreciate things/people.


appreciate your parents. 
some people don't have daddy, don't have mummy. they want to be protected by their parents. those poor children without parents. no one to love them. and YOU GOT YOUR PARENTS. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DISOBEY  THEM? yes sometimes our parents is just ridiculous. but they still love you. try to make them happy. appreciate what you have.


appreciate your relative.
yes, appreciate your relative. don't you think you are proud to have those awesome relative? 


appreciate your friends.
some people are not as awesome as us. they have no friends. but they have a bunch of enemies. so please appreciate your friend. be proud that you have friends. i know the feel that if your friends ignore you or whatever. you're alone. and that's sad.

appreciate everything you have.

just got back from sibu. and when i on facebook. WOW 45 notification. i was so happy! but. 

hai ya.

20 of them is what that stupid games request -.- 

#foreveralone.

i love her and him

yes. today it's the day. she had left. who's she. the one i love the most as my best friend. yes her. joyce. i gave her a necklaces. i even wrote a letter for her. i hope she will like it and wear the necklaces everyday. sad thing happen today. some are too private so i can't tell. 

i was about the give up. i was at giant eating my lunch. i called joyce. and she's just say sorry and goodbye. my heart broke into pieces. really. i cried. i really did.at giant. my dad saw my crying. so he got an idea! he say i can go in the. err idk what it is. he say i still can see joyce! i was so happy that time.

really happy.

Joel don't believe that i met Joyce -_____- it;'s okay lah. joyce. pleaseeeeeeeee do remember to come back okay! we really gonna miss you.

yes i love her, Joyce.

yes i love him, Daddy.

after crying. i really felt much better. after that. i went spring. felt much better after watching puss in boots. make me laugh alot! :D

joye, just remember that. i will never forget you. god bless okay? 

Daddy, all thanks to you. i really love you.

 going sibu tomorrow. gay.

*now i just want to keep in my bedroom and cry. and guess what. my mum met joyce at KL airport! :D

FUN

yes. we have fun! at joel's house with Ian.. we suppose to do the melody together end out we're skyping, singing, playing wii. HAHA so lame right? haih. so sorry lah ian! :(


OH! we even play omegle. okay. JOEL FAULT. i saw some dirty thing. ewww FOUR TIMES! imagine that. i was like shit. oh no again! shit .


hai ya.


and! i were singing the song that Ian wrote. 




Joyce is leavingggg! :O i really really gonna miss her! god please bless her. and oh! yesterday we tried to cooked fried fries. gay. we were so afraid.  AH AH not me is Joel :P so at last Ian cooked the fried fries HAHA omggggggggg. hey! i know how to cook okay! ;)

i really have fun.

pictures up tomorrow! :D